I am having a lot of anxiety this past week. We all leave for Colorado this coming Friday, January 27th. On February 1st Travis and I fly (without kids) to Nashville, TN for a beef conference. Part of me is super excited to go somewhere with Travis alone, but most of me is having an anxiety attack! I have never left an un-weaned baby anywhere. She is now almost 10 months old and she is showing no signs of wanting to wean. She loves to nurse. It's her one on one time with mom. Jaya and Elynn are overwhelmingly excited to sleep at Oma and Grandpa Joe's without us. Jaya asks once a day if it's time to go.
I am hoping Rimini will forgive me. I am hoping she is good for my parents. I have pumped enough milk to feed her for a week, even though we will only be gone for four days. I am hoping the airline doesn't lose my bag packed with a small cooler of frozen breast milk. I am hoping my breast milk doesn't thaw during our trip. :(
You see... lots and lots of anxiety!
This machine makes me feel like a dairy cow.
It's like she knows I am up to something...